this modern love

i've pretty much turned into a hermit i start school and i hope i meet and make some kind of friend because my mind is on auto pilot everybody im surrounded by don't get me or don't get it only time will

sic transit gloria fades

well as of late i've been feeling kind of not here meaning not a part of life people society the social world i have a facebook page but really any facebook friends except alot of people that i went to high school with and when i was in high school these people didn't even talk to me it's weird you know i even have a twitter account i follow everyone but no one wont follow me i just not connected with the real world i have no friends nobody i guess if i woke up one day and everybody was gone on some iam legend will smith type of world i would'nt feel any different i feel autistic in a way it's getting harder and harder for me to meet and to talk to people i don't know any way i recommend reading paul krugmans blog all you people outhere that believe that keeping those bush tax cuts for the wealthy is going to help grow the economy and create jobs might want to second guess that theory ......

how to disappear

I was suppose to register for school today but it's too damn hot to do anything . I hate the summertime they should call it bummertime because it just blows fall and winter rule. The spring is in between maybe if i knew how to surf or swim i would like it .....

how to disappear

over the hill

i watched the last episode of the hills i can't say i was a fan of the show but i caught myself watching not because of the fashion maybe because of the pr jobs they worked at i did watch for kelly cutrone now of course i watch the show the city because of kelly cutrone love that lady and would like to work for someone like that but anyway i pretty much watched the show the hills because for what it really is a social train wreck on meth everything is so intense it puts my life to shame i don't even have a social life or friends so i guess that is why i created my own blog because maybe its some people outhere that feel the way i feel and we can start our own show

i have my own blog now i don't think that alot of people will check this but hope you stay tuned because im going through a whole bunch of changes in my life so i'll keep you posted on all that . But for now all i have to tell you is that my summer sucks .