sic transit gloria fades

well as of late i've been feeling kind of not here meaning not a part of life people society the social world i have a facebook page but really any facebook friends except alot of people that i went to high school with and when i was in high school these people didn't even talk to me it's weird you know i even have a twitter account i follow everyone but no one wont follow me i just not connected with the real world i have no friends nobody i guess if i woke up one day and everybody was gone on some iam legend will smith type of world i would'nt feel any different i feel autistic in a way it's getting harder and harder for me to meet and to talk to people i don't know any way i recommend reading paul krugmans blog all you people outhere that believe that keeping those bush tax cuts for the wealthy is going to help grow the economy and create jobs might want to second guess that theory ......